haters gonna hate...

I have caught myself doing some bad, bad things lately....


I have been concerned with what others think and or say about me. I don't know where this insecurity is coming from. I have always been a very outgoing, self-confident lady.

I was very fortunate to be surrounded by a ton of AMAZING plus size ladies when I was in my early 20's They inspired me and taught me to love me for me (I don't know if any of them realize how huge of an influence they were to me, I know I need to tell them one day) and I also grew up in a household where I was not defined by my weight. I was loved for the person I am on the inside.

I never let others opinions concern me. I have always been very outspoken and never ever afraid to tell someone What's up!

I have caught myself being so negative lately and that's so not me. I know I need to change this.

So today I had an WTF the moment What is wrong with me? I don't care what others think of me. If you think I'm too thin, don't eat properly, made the biggest mistake of my life, look like crap, am a bitch...oh well

SCREW YOU!

I am a bitch and

This bitch is back...

so haters just hate...


I know who I am and I LOVE me and that is all that matters :)


If you don't like me remember it's mind over matter; I don't mind and you don't matter...

btw I know you read this