Well for me that day was today! I will say it was very refreshing for GI doctor to straight up tell me he doesn't know what's going on inside me. I'm not going to lie I am so sick of doctors giving me the run around. Every one has their own opinion and I'm willing to try anything to feel better. Well
So I guess this might open another chapter or maybe my patient file at Scripps will just grow tremendously once again... So GI Dr. (Hi Dr. K) suggested I go back to my surgeon and let him do his thing.
Yep...and what Dr. T wants to do is open me up and look around...YAY sounds fun...not. I don't want to do this. I don't want to have another surgery. I don't want to do this. I just want to feel like me again.
Don't get me wrong I don't regret my surgery. I will never regret it no matter how tough things get. I know how far I have come and I realize how far I still need to go.
So as I type this on my iPhone I realize blogging from your phone sucks so more to come :) And I hope this make sense
Sorry you are having to go through this. Really hope they can find another solution for you, but if you end up having surgery, I wish you a speedy recovery.
ReplyDeleteThanks :) I've decided I'm gonna try and tough it out as long as I can. The thought of having another abdominal surgery just completely freaks me out. On the bright side maybe the pain will just go away on it's own. ;-)
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